In My Head
Not that anyone will take time to read this but: I’m just so upset with society today I try to be a confident person but when I look at what guys find attractive and how I look it is a joke. Every time I look in a mirror I cringe at what I see, I eat healthy workout for weeks on end and after no results I feel like a failure. I try to stay confident because I know God thinks i’m beautiful but when the people around you don’t it hard to consider your self beautiful, there is so many things I can point out about my self that I hate.. My thighs, my legs, my stomach, my arms everything. I hate almost everything about myself and its hard going to school because I feel every walk I take someones judging me on something.. I hate how I cant walk the halls, or even get up from seat to go to the bathroom without worrying is someone gonna say something about me. I honestly hate that. Honestly every guy I’ve dated or even liked in the past few years have taken huge blows out of my confidence and now its as fragile as glass and I hate it. I also hate my self for getting so worked up over this were people are facing far bigger problems.
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Well Hey there im alyssa,, I love everything and everyone, I Belive everyone is beautiful, and hate when people call things ugly.... Personally i can find beauty in like a piece of trash :) message me anytime , Follow me! I usually follow back
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